an adventitious kind of adventure.

I guess I forgot to mention that City&Colour was rad-tastic on Tuesday. check out vids on my other blog, or my youtube. uhm uhm...oh yeah! definitely buying a harmonica. in some fit of craziness, I made an account on eBay last night, and placed my first-ever bid on a brand new Hohner BluesBand harmonica. *note to self*: once you place a bid on eBay, you can't go back :/ good thing I only placed a bid 5 cents higher than the asking price bahaha...so I guess we'll see how well THAT goes. & ugh I looked at this guy's music store, which was a huuuge mistake considering he sells all these crazy picks for cheap prices, and I definitely want some AND an electric tuner, which is also cheap.

I think I'm a shopaholic.

I just want to see you, and tell you that I've missed you, even though such a feeling is not something I'm totally sure of, because how can you miss what you don't know, but wrapping my arms around you just sounds like an excellent idea and sometimes I play it over in my head as if it were a movie.

This movie has no credits, and no ending, but I'm sure if it were to have an ending I'd suppose it would have to be a happy one, because I wouldn't have it any other way, and the thought of anything related to you being unhappy seems quite preposterous.

If I could make up a word and have it be real to describe how silly that concept sounds, I would.

But I can't.

I am just a simple girl, a simple girl who misses a simple you.

Ahaha just the way he says "limes" is enough to make me laugh.

I think we butt heads so much because we're so much the same. it's okay for you to disagree, I'm not one to mind at this point. but I've never had an identity that was all my own. I've always been jealous of non-existent figures, examples of a perfection that the living has never seen. I'm sorry I carried my jealously into your world; you were never deserving of it. I miss you, and I hope I won't have to anymore. whether it's because we've been reunited or because you've removed yourself from my life completely, the choice is yours.