an adventitious kind of adventure.

I've finally admitted to myself that I do it for the chase,
I fall in love with ghosts of past relationships
and I revel in the memories that once brought smiles
to both of our faces.

you're not second best,
you're just second guessed.

I'm sorry it always turns out this way;
but people change.
I can change.

who is it?
I can't answer that question.
why?
I don't know.
I've interviewed myself a thousand times,
in hopes of making sense of these rhymes.

I'm scared,
so please don't leave me tonight.